I tried to find clever ways to entertain myself under the cover of the jacket. Sometimes I would bring something back from lunch, such as bag of chips, and endeavor to eat it quietly, in the dark, under the jacket. One day as I was thus engaged, feeling pretty smug and smart, the teacher lifted up the jacket and I found myself looking up at her unamused face, my own awash in a sea of crumbs.
Naps seemed such a waste of valuable time when we could have been doing something….anything else.
I used to hate to sleep when I was younger. It seemed a waste of time that could be put to better use. This is probably where I developed the habit of staying up late and getting up early. It stood me in good stead during medical school, my training in surgery, and in private practice, juggling the responsibilities of patients, family, and all the other things demanding my time and attention. It did, however, lead feeling constantly tired. This was not the fatigue of an occasional lack of enough sleep, but the overarching, all consuming fatigue of never getting enough sleep. I remember times in my residency when I literally dreamed of the day I would be able to get all the sleep I wanted….and needed. At times, I found myself falling asleep even while standing up making ward rounds on patients.
It took a few decades but I finally began to appreciate the value of rest. We know that in athletic training, rest days are as important as any training days, allowing the body to recover and consolidate the gains made during training. Sleep allows us to assimilate and store information that we have gained over the course of a day. Rest is truly not a waste of time but an important, indeed crucial, component of training. Without it, we are more prone to break down, get hurt, or get sick.
At 60 I find that one of life’s true little pleasures is the occasional nap, usually on a quiet Sunday afternoon. Rather than begrudge this episode of “the little death” as some have called sleep, I look forward to it as a hard earned privilege. It is interesting to note, for those in the Judeo-Christian tradition, that even Jesus, who was understandably preoccupied with preaching, healing the sick, raising the dead, fighting the devil, and otherwise saving the human race, took time away from the job to recharge. If it was good enough for Him, it is surely good enough for me!
Florida Ironman Training Log:
Despite the busy, foreshortened week, I managed to check off every training assignment except Saturday’s bike ride. The trip to VA to see Lindsey, David, and Emerson prevented me from doing the long bike ride but I did do a short run instead. The point of interest in the week was on Thursday, when I had to do an intense session on the bike on the trainer to help establish my lactate threshold- the effort which, if I exceed it in a long race, I will blow up and likely not finish. Looks like my threshold heart rate is around 141.
Week’s Training Summary:
Mon. 2/18- Swim, 1925 yards, did mostly drills, working on form
Bike, interval work on trainer, total time 29:59
Tue. 2/19- Rest day, stretched
Wed. 2/19- Run, interval run, 4.28 mi @ 8:42 min/mi, total time 37:17
Thu. 2/20- Bike, Lactate Threshold ride on trainer
Fri. 2/21- Run, 6.01 mi @ 8:27 min/mi pace, total time 50:27
Sat. 2/22- Rest day, stretched
Sun. 2/23- Run, 3.17 mi @ 9:32 min/mi pace, total time 30:21