I remembered it well. I had never seen an elite runner up close. I was hobbling along with a torn, bleeding toenail, ripped off on one of the many hills on this "flat" course, dejected, in pain, and knowing I had failed in my bid to qualify for the 100th running of the Boston Marathon the following year. Suddenly here came Bill, anchoring the Ocean Spray Relay Team. He was long past his prime but still loping along with this effortless, huge stride that made him look nothing less than a human gazelle, flying over the ground, barely touching earth. Even sprinting I could not have kept up. It was a thrill I have never forgotten.
It is a common human conceit to believe that everyone should think like us. I am a classic "overthinker". This can be dangerous when combined with a desire to write. I hope this blog will be interesting, illuminating, and stimulate readers to think. It reflects my ruminations on life in general and mine in particular. I truly hope it won't bore.
2013 Florida Ironman
The culmination of a year of training
Monday, December 16, 2013
Bill Rodgers- icon, regular guy
Sunday, December 8, 2013
Drowning a shark or, you can't rest on your laurels
Sunday, December 1, 2013
From Ironman to couch potato....now what?
To get up in the morning without an alarm, roll out of bed,
fix breakfast, grab the morning paper, then sit at the breakfast nook enjoying
both without a pressing deadline, chore, or exhaustive training session
looming, ah, that is heaven.
There is a danger to having too much leisure time, however.
After four weeks of this I am already feeling restless and unfocused. People
with ADHD do not do well without structure. I know that I function best when I
have a schedule, even when that schedule is ridiculously full. I seem to be
able to move through a busy day more efficiently and purposefully than one
which is full of free time. Most of my life, my schedule is made for me by
others. In school, it was classes, assignments, etc. established by my
teachers. In residency, both in general surgery and plastic surgery, it was
established by the program director and the requirements of the respective
certifying boards. In my medical practice, the schedule is set by my staff,
patient appointments, and surgery. In the Ironman, it was set up for me by Karl
and all I had to do was follow it.
Now, I have to establish a new schedule to fill the void
left by the absence of the training requirements for an Ironman. Of course, I
don’t want to lose all the physical fitness I gained, because it felt great. At the same time I know that I cannot maintain that peak level of physical fitness,
nor do I want to, required for an Ironman. While some time will have to be set
aside for regular swimming, running, and biking throughout the week this will
still leave a lot of free time. My hope has been, as indicated in past blogs,
that I can use this time to finish the re-writing of my book manuscript. This
has been on the back burner since around April, when I received the 17 pages of
suggestions from Emily, the developmental editor in California that I engaged
to help me produce something potentially publishable. My disappointment that
the manuscript was not perfect as submitted was mitigated by the information
passed on to me from Emily, and a very successful writer, that all books go
through multiple re-writes. It is just that the task of writing what turned out
to be my first draft was monumental and the thought of doing it again is almost
overwhelming.
Now, I have to establish a regular schedule of writing. All
serious writers set aside time for their writing. William Nolan, the surgeon
who wrote The Making of a Surgeon and is one of my inspirations for a
writing career, used to put in at least one hour of writing each morning,
before heading out to the hospital or his office. I need that kind of
discipline but so far have only been able to find it in my physical activities.
This is not going to be easy. It may be the literary equivalent of my first
(did I really say that?) Ironman.
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